All alone, part two The New Girl

Dear readers I wrote a part one earlier. If you'd like to read it click this link 

 You’re in a pool so deep, but shallow enough to see the bottom. So clear you can see everything. 

You feel like you're floating in thin air, nothing to bother you. 

Looking around you there's the lines in the pool hypnotizing you.

Under the water its just you. 

You and the water no one there to tell you you're annoying no one saying you're a liar. 

All alone. 

Then you come up to the surface everything comes back to you all your problems hit you, like a wave of water suffocating you.

You go back to the life you wish you could forget.                           

 “You’re too energetic. You’re so annoying. Why do you smile so much? Why do you laugh at everything?” You remember everything that people have said to you.  

The New Girl