D.J.

okay just forget who i am right now and don't judge me... but i kinda need help i don't know what to do...

i'm sad all the time  and i act like i'm fine so no one would make me talk about it

i don't like to talk about it because then i cry and i don't like crying in front of people because I'm judged because of it

i'm mostly crying because of family and really personal things 

and sometimes my boyfriend but he only makes me cry because he's sad and it hurts me when hes sad even though he doesn't think it makes me sad but it does it makes me really sad because i always want him to be happy

sometimes i don't know how to help him and i wish i knew how to help but i can't and it makes me sad because i feel like i only make things worse for him

i wrote a poem for him but i'll show you guys... i guess

i wish i knew the words to say 

i wish i could be the best for you 

i wish i knew how to tell you that everything is going to be okay 

i wish i had the words to tell you how much i don't want you to be sad

i wish i could just give you hugs to make you feel better 

i know i cant control when your sad but i do wish i could help you