Why

am I really the loser you say I am
Am I really the one that needs to suffer

How many times do I need to be sent away before you know it’s not okay

How many times do I have to hide in fear
Fear from being hurt
From being left behind

How many times do I have to be forced
Forced to love forced to be quiet
To listen and not fight for what I believe in

Could I ever be the same again
Could I ever fix what happened
Could I be a better person by shutting up and letting it happen

Will I ever be the same before you hated me
Will I ever be able to speak for myself
To be who I want to be
Or will I always have to be who society says I am
How im supposed to look
To act, talk, walk, my opinion

Will it ever be mine again?

Why should I have to hide behind a fake body a fake smile

Because that’s what girls are supposed to do?
Or is it what you want me to do ?